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About Me
Wahyudin Bin Hassan
aka Wyd
1st April 1989
*unemployed*
*reluctantly serving the nation*
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drive an rx8
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
LIBERATION.. wahahaha~
i went in 20mins late for the last 2 papers damn cool la.. 8.50am stroll in.. den all look at me while i walk down the aisle to my seat.. XD
n the best part was.. the abc paper was actually quite easy even when i clocked like 1hr of studying in the morning just before the paper i woke up at 5am, but i got distracted.. for the dunno how many hundredth time =X
went to watch ratatouille at amk hub after dat i was really AGAINST watching the show la coz i dun really appreciate these kind of animated shows but i was tinking.. wad the heck.. 6 bucks.. and i needed to somehow celebrate after that last paper so, why not?
the show was okay ba.. i tink it wld have been nice for those who likes animated movies n i tink i irritated immanuel tho he kept whacking me la coz i yawned for dunno how many dozen times during the show =X really la.. i prefer those kind of action thrillers all the suspense n action.. datz definitely 10x better =/
interesting facts to note: 1. that was the FIRST time nic joined us for a movie 2. immanuel actually already watched it at hm, but he still joined in to watch again n not be a spoilsport *aww* 3. junjie was sleeping throughout the movie o.O
started to watch d.gray-man just now interesting show.. its kinda dark.. so the luminous greenish glowing animation when their "innocence" (the name of their anti-akuma weapons) is being activated provides a contrasting effect so far interesting plot.. lets hope it can fill the void during the holidays
teachers' day celebrations tmr dun feel like going back xms tho a bit sian.. coz a lot of ppl oso lazy to go so no pt going =D
other things to look out for in the hols.. 1. comex~! *dunno wad to buy tho..* -.-" 2. exco training sessions *eek.. mebbe diz doesnt really fit in the "things to look out for" category* =/
well, i gotta start on my project forgotten sanctuary II must make sure i keep to the 2wks deadline till then, enjoy your holidays everyone~! =D
wyd inscribed diz at 9:26 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
its my common custom to not post abt exams but this time i had to.. coz cell tech was CRAP. wth. i'll be happy even with a pass at the end of the day la
anyway, at least there's my computer to cheer me up when i reach home it just brightens my day every time i switch on my computer.. ever since i changed my wallpaper the other day =X heres a screenshot of wad my desktop looks like:
yup, datz Aya Kamiki for you she rocks.. literally. im relli a huge fan of hers u shld see my collection of all of her music vid, commercials, live concert and interviews that i have =X more info on her when the time comes =D
wyd inscribed diz at 3:57 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
finally done with the experimental version of my very own audio player take note, it is EXPERIMENTAL, so its meant to be buggy =/ give ur comments if u dun like any aspect of the player i finished it in like 1hr plus, so its kinda slipshod work i'll be adding more controls and improving the visual interface nxt weekend so pls be patient. =D
and if u saw my msn personal msg, "project forgotten sanctuary II", well, datz the only hint i'm giving for now u'll see wads the product in 2wks time hehex
time for another Odex saga update the judge actually released the documents regarding the lawsuit ytd he states that Odex lost on to counts, one was that they weren't the ones authorized to hand out the judgments of suing illegal downloaders since they weren't the distributer for most of the anime titles they claim to protect the ONLY anime that they had the rights to was mobile suit gundam seed lame shit. secondly, the judge was not convinced that the method used for tracking illegal downloaders was foolproof duh.. wad do u expect frm bittorrent? sources: http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest+News/Courts+and+Crime/STIStory_151426.html http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/295902/1/.html
and oh yeah, the greatest joke of all.. Odex actually got sued back, amounting to $7k, to pay legal costs song bo? =P
here's another cute picture i took frm hardwarezone forums
pacman = pacnet.. get it? =X
more info.. they also went to look back on why singnet and starhub lost the case the reason? lets start with starhub first.. they presented other arguments, which gave them a weaker stand send weak soldiers into battle how to win? =/ now to singnet.. this one damn joker. i'll extract the judge's exact words:
"'for the SingNet case, the orders were made by consent'.
A lawyer familiar with such proceedings said this means during the run-up to the hearing, SingNet had written to Odex to 'consent' to its request.
Odex's lawyers, Rajah & Tann, presented this note at the hearing. Judge Lau also noted that SingNet's lawyers did not attend the hearing."
for those of u who haven't seen "XEDO Holocaust" u shld check it out! its DAMN CUTE made by an sg animator to depict the Odex situation this vid was done quite some time ago, before pacnet won the lawsuit so pacnet is not shown.. but seriously, lemme say it again.. its DAMN CUTE XD
wyd inscribed diz at 8:48 PM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
*Odex saga update*
two words: "song bo." even if u already saw my msn nick, let me say it again.. 'Odex vs PacNet' pacnet wins.
this issue has been bugging me since the past wk la datz y i've been doing so much research on it and sometimes i appear a bit lost or troubled becoz of it pacnet subscribers are of a small community if they were to stick to the 1000 users to be traced quota, then its inevitable.. if u guys rmb me mentioning that i was "anticipating" for smth to happen this was it.
i've been spending the whole afternoon juz now searching for updates la coz the hearing is supposed to be today n the results shld be out by arnd 5pm but only rumours were out no official word frm any reliable news source
so tried my luck wif the ch5 9.30pm news n there it was.. pacnet won the case, so they dont have to reveal the identity of their subscribers totally amazing... now im reconsidering whether i shld really switch to another ISP after my contract with pacnet ends which is at the end of this yr maybe i shall stay with them for a while longer this is wad i call customer value =D
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"ANIME distributer Odex has lost a court bid to force Pacific Internet to reveal names of subscribers who allegedly downloaded pirated versions of the Japanese cartoons."
"The Subordinate Court handed down its decision in chambers on Thursday and no details were made public."
"Pacific Internet (PacNet), which opposed the Odex action, would only say that it 'respects the rights of intellectual property owners and at the same time, also believes in protecting the privacy of all our subscribers'. "
Victory! XD - The small community fights back - (taken frm hardwarezone forums)
okay.. enough on odex now for the other thing i wanted to blog abt my blooder juz brought home a new phone n its a vodafone check it out
vodafone 904t its a jap phone btw.. that explains the hiragana on the keypad *drools* now i have the urge to have my own jap phone.. and datz when.. saw this slick little baby in the forums: vodafone 803t look at that mp3 function.. n the stylish design.. the jap keypad.. n its white.. *drools some more* to think my bro actually saw this model being sold at $150 at yahoo auctions..
so.. question of the day.. shld i buy it? =/
wyd inscribed diz at 10:06 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Rina Aiuchi - Alright -
Fake my name, fake my age
Fake my face, fake my play
Am I fake?
It’s easy for me to lie
But I can’t lie myself, I can’t cheat myself
Ah, all the time, wherever I am, ah, I’m doing all I can to get there
If I’m going to my life focusing on the future,
I won’t change my own rules
"Everything is gonna be alright"
You can only say that if you’ve done everything you can
Even if I could act like a spoilt child tonight
“This” might not = everything, I don’t think it will
Ah, I’ve got a little too used, ah, to excitement
If I’m going to my life focusing on the future,
being nice is nowhere near enough
"Everything is gonna be alright"
You can only say that if you’ve done everything you can
I want to search, I want to find
Not long now until I get there
"Everything is gonna be alright"
If I’m going to my life focusing on the future,
I won’t change my own rules
"Everything is gonna be alright"
You can only say that if you’ve done everything you can
If I’m going to my life focusing on the future,
being nice is nowhere near enough
"Everything is gonna be alright"
You can only say that if you’ve done everything you can
wyd inscribed diz at 12:00 AM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
sorry.. i just got distracted frm studying went on to get a new tagboard (or cbox, since datz wad it's being called now) so check it out =D
things to do after exams: i. create a new design for my blog template (a more spacious design maybe?) ii. complete my flash audio player for the new template (lets hope i can FINALLY complete it) iii. change my background music (i'm anticipating this one.. one of my fav j-rock artiste's bdae is coming =D) iv. *something else* in conjunction with the new template
stay tuned to find out =)
voice somewhere in my head: "STUDY LA WYD!!" =X
wyd inscribed diz at 12:07 AM
Monday, August 20, 2007
as i've mentioned earlier, there won't be much updates for now on so this may be the final update prior to the exam week exams starts tmr n i still havent started studying gosh.. im so dead.
in the mean time, if u see weird messages in my tagboard, its coz my tagboard host is crappy.. they r running out of funds to maintain the program as a freeware, so they allowed ads to be posted up.. either way, dont worry, i'll be switching to another host after the exams =D
anyway, this post is just meant for some publicity check out the Odex Revolution site: http://odex-rebellion.blogspot.com/ don't get the wrong idea, their main objective is not to support piracy or to launch a terrorist attack on the Odex office building instead, they simply want to protect the user's privacy online and also prevent unlawful judgments from happening so for those of u who are interested, come and join the cause.
its been a while since my last jap music industry update.. so heres the whole list:
Rina Aiuchi - 15/8/2007 - single Mint category: bubblegum pop http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTm2rfsk5UY review: aww.. she went back to j-pop.. anyway, this song is coated with sugar, similar to most of her other songs, so listen to it to brighten up ur day =D
m.o.v.e feat. 8-BALL - 22/8/2007 - single SPEED MASTER category: rock/eurobeat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjbqH1iYB-w review: yay! its move! nt such a bad song at all, but could prove to be irritating for those who dont appreciate eurobeat.. =/
Nami Tamaki - 29/8/2007 - single Brightdown category: rock http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImEK6VOX4hc review: nami tamaki singing rock? thats new.. but the song is great! it is the new opening theme for the anime D.Gray-man (dun ask me abt the anime, i dun watch it) Nonetheless, its a kick-ass song =D
releases due september: koda kumi - ai no uta boa - love letter maki goto - how to use sexy (wtf? o.O) yui - love & truth i already have most of the songs, so just ask if u want them =D
wyd inscribed diz at 9:50 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
a morning post~! lets leave the Odex saga as it is for now k? i need some air time myself =X
i've been getting too much sleep lately yeah, i guess immanuel was rite.. all the nightmares comes from too much sleep n to tink he actually envies me for getting nightmares every nite (i rmb smth like getting squashed in my dream earlier just now) gee.. cant i get a pleasant dream once in a while? even wad was supposed to be a pleasant dream.. i dreamt dat aya kamiki came to nyp for a live concert o.O turned into a disaster i was too busy to attend the concert in dat dream.. zzz
do i really have too many fears, that they come haunting back every nite?
i just got hooked on to kamen rider kabuto a few days back now i kip watching it at crunchyroll its soo cool! "cast off.." "clock up.." *crazy speed increase* XD (ok.. now i sound like a toddler watching power rangers, just like wad immanuel said to me the other time.. zzz..)
but i cant watch it now.. argh.. mi dad is watching hikmah (an indon drama) using mi blooder's com on youtube.. zzz cant overwork my router or it will go *BOOM* since when did my dad became IT savvy u ask? well, its ever since i had an itchy mouth n hand which taught him how to be ahead of suria's telecast of hikmah yeah, so it downs back to me it was my fault in the first place.. -.-" so now, i have nothing better to do.. datz why im here blogging crap.. =D
syafiq seems to have troubles choosing his hairstyle (refer to his blog for the 3 choices he has) hes been using dat same kind of spike hair-do ever since god knows when la.. n datz supposed to be the trend among the guys in pri 6 last time i prefer the crazy spikes in option 2 actually n he said zuli will kill me if she saw dat.. she hates spiked hair an extract frm syafiq abt spiked hair frm my conver wif him: "kalau cicak jatuh kat kepala, tak sempat mengucap" translation: "if a lizard drops onto ur head, it wont have enough time to even say its last prayers" (its a common saying.. but i still found it funny.. lolz) diz is wad i call the "killer hairstyle" coz it relli can kill.. XD
anyway, heres wishing him gd luck in his relationship hope it goes well wif ya =)
dun ask me why im nt getting one yet i just dun wanna bother her while shes preparing for her A lvls
well, datz all for now dont expect much updates until the exams are over as i've said b4, holidays are a bore nth much to do at hm so nth much cld have happened i might update once in a while if smth worth mentioning crops up yeah.. im seriously anticipating something..
wyd inscribed diz at 10:12 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
just went to cut my hair.. n bought a few new tshirts~ =D other then that, nth much happened holidays are a bore..
anyway, back to the hot topic this week the Odex saga continues.. here's a coverage of the story brought to u by.. none other than.. me. =X
wikipedia was quick to have updated their page on odex now there are a lot more details on them apparently, even the names of the board members are up with their office address included. this shows something: some ppl really hate them.. =/
an extract frm wiki's article on them: (an interesting find) "in order for Odex or any other company to retrieve a list of IP addresses that are sharing a specific file through the BitTorrent Tracker, the company itself must be connected to the Tracker as well, and in order for the company to obtain a positively confirmation that you are downloading or sending through the P2P network, the company itself must be part of the sharing process through either sending to the illegal downloader or recieving the illegal material from the illegal sharer. Which means, the company itself is also breaking the law. " source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Odex
so, how do u get tracked in the first place? here's wad i found in my search to enlighten u guys out there who are interested.. the way the method is described in wikipedia is more precise, but long-winded. so i extracted this frm an online forum, which very much simplifies everything. =D 1) You download anime via bittorent. 2) Odex copy down your IP and monitor you. 3) Odex report to your ISP regarding your illegal activities and request for your MAC-Address so that they can still monitor you even if your IP have changed. 4) When Odex are happy with the amount of your downloads, this time they report it to your ISP with evidence and request for your home address. 5) And BOOM! *Ting-tong* Post man delivery! Your letter have arrived! Song bo?! source: http://forums.hardwarezone.com/showthread.php?t=1686501
and there's still more to it the Odex director seems to have "screwed up" by gloating over his "deeds" in the sg based HardwareZone forums some of the members there have traced the user "xysing" and confirmed that he is in fact Stephen Sing Xin Yang kudos to the samaritans who did their detective work ala CSI refer to the source for the screenshots of the actual posts source: http://atalude.wordpress.com/2007/08/12/how-do-i-gotten-pwnt/
"as I’ve mentioned in my other post on how Odex have been going around busting downloaders, it would seem as though that they’re slowly being suppressed into submission. A glimmer of hope comes in a form of some great detective work from the members of the Singapore based Hardware Zone forums, as they’ve managed to track down one of Odex’s directors, Stephen Sing Xin Yang, who has carelessly left traces of himself gloating about his deeds." source: http://tomorrow.sg/archives/2007/08/12/odex_director_bragging_about_sui.html
now on to my thoughts abt this case.. this controversy might actually be a gd display of how united citizens of sg can be when it comes to fighting for their rights wad rights u say? actually it is wrong of them to check the flow of information in the internet frm the individual ISPs in this way, even ur private info, including credit card details, can be accessed this in fact contradicts the terms n conditions of the ISPs which states that they protect the privacy of their valued subscribers i'll bring in more info when it comes.
this is wyd, bringing you the live coverage of the story as it unfolds, signing out. =)
wyd inscribed diz at 4:43 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
day 2 of parents away in case u missed my previous post, my parents were off to KL ytd they will onli be back later tonight
parents away = no food at hm so had to buy frm downstairs actually outside food tastes better to me im getting sick of my mum's cooking its still the same old thing after 18 yrs (ok mebbe technically speaking, its slightly lesser than 18yrs.. i was stuck wif baby food for the first yrs of my life until i cld chew properly.. rite? ahh.. enough crap.. -.-")
so bored at hm la i wish there were plans to go out watch movie, play pool or smth.. the importance of socializing in ur youth, coz it wont last. yeap, diz goes back to the catch-phrase i had a while back "don't waste your youth away" so call me if there are any plans to go out k? i need some fresh air =D
sidenote: have u seen andrew's recent post abt how he plans to spend his hols? he got his whole schedule worked out.. n its scaring me..
oh yeah, my blooder finally saw my song collection in my com last nite he wanted some new songs to upload into his hp n his first reaction upon viewing my folder was: "omg u cb bastard" =X
anyway, on to today's topic lets touch on the issue that has caught the attention of many anime-lovers in sg "Odex". yes, that freaking company who sues u for dling anime illegally now for a brief history of this company they started off at 1998, licensing and bringing in videos ranging from drama to animation of all kinds into Singapore in 2000, they formed the animation section, to license and bring in Japanese animation into Singapore n finally in 2007, started sending out letters to illegal downloaders of their licensed animes
lets review wad Odex is trying to do: so actually they started off as a humble company who distributes anime in the form of VCD n DVD however, they have been getting low sales recently n they found out that this is due to ppl dling the anime illegally frm the net so wad do they do? sue those ppl. in that way, they kill two birds with one stone.. firstly, invoke fear in ppl, so they will buy the DVD frm them instead of dling n secondly, they get more revenue frm the crazy fines imployed (up to 20k SGD) too gd to be true for the ppl working at Odex eh? (job opportunity for those of u who wants quick $$) =D
lets see it frm another pt of view.. why were they getting low sales? ppl in online anime forums have discussed abt it n found that: 1. nt all the popular animes are being sold 2. the quality of the video is CRAP 3. prices of 12-13 ep of DVD quality anime = $39.90 so.. conclusion? -please insert one long line of nt so pleasant words here-
heres wad i've got to say abt this issue: even if u wanna impose fine on those ppl who prefers to get their anime frm other sources, at least make sure u haf every reason to do so at this rate im nt surprised if one fine day ur office gets burnt down -.-"
a few more facts abt how Odex track ppl: they seem to get info frm the ISPs in sg such as singnet n starhub (tho i've nv heard a case of which a user of another ISP in sg - which is nt listed here, getting caught yet) n the means of tracking has always been through bittorrent, since the IP address of the user is displayed clearly when u access the tracker for the file, IF u were to use such means to obtain the anime
so.. for the anime-lovers out there.. i hope this post has enlightened u. XD i mean it in the scheming way, if u were look carefully at the previous paragraph.. a few words were given emphasis =X
wyd inscribed diz at 9:24 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
saturday.. its like already one week ever since the syllabus for all the modules ended n i still haven't started studying.. how typical.
parents r off to KL again so that leaves me with my blooder but im alone rite now coz he just went out to replenish his hair medication did i mention that he is balding at the age of 21? n he keeps saying its unfair that he gets all the lousier genes frm my parents geez.. doesn't he understand that some things r just simply fated to be?
anyway i dun get why he is willing to spend 3k to fix his hair probs he keeps mentioning that how u look is impt which is relli different frm my perception i strongly believe in character n personality looks always comes in third (actually there is a deeper meaning behind this..)
i finally completed the gba rpg which i have been playing the past few days which leaves me with nth to do.. right? WRONG~!! coz now i've started on another game n its none other than the sequel~! managed to transfer data frm the prequel using vbalink gosh.. im such a genius. =D
im practically rotting at hm nth much to do.. esp today nth on tv to watch except for 3.30pm just now watched the encore telecast for gundam seed destiny some of u may be put off by the very word "gundam" coz the show is mainly abt huge robots blasting each other but that is definitely nt the case. the show is actually more abt the different ideals of individuals i find that the morals in the show can be applied in real life
how do u define that an act is wrong? there is no such thing as a clear cut black and white in the world u can only find various shades of grey.. "good" and "evil" can only be defined by yourself its a mere matter of perception so what exactly can u do after understanding that justice ain't so simple? believe in yourself, and fight for your own version of justice coz right or wrong, its all a matter of how u take the situation to be.
think about it.
wyd inscribed diz at 5:54 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
see es que? "after such a long time.. its nice to be with you again"
few days nv update simply becoz i've been having a bad day streak again =/ national day sian leh so lets nt talk abt dat =D i stayed at hm for the whole day too lazy to join the rest go sentosa n watch fireworks but the ndp performance diz yr was nt bad at all.. if u ignored all the times the skaters fell =X
i woke up early diz morning again all thx to my blooder who switched the aircon off AGAIN.. coz he got too cold *sigh.. weaklings..* leaving me waking up drenched in sweat zzz..
so i went out to my living rm.. to meet my dear-dear~ my computer la.. wad u tinking? XD went on to play the rpg which i got hooked on to it looks like i'm gonna complete it v soon leh dunno wad im gonna do after dat lor sianz.. *do NOT ask me to study =X
shuqi unexpectedly came online she had to submit her student portfolio online apparently she onli had an award in water polo for her cca even when her cca is simply swimming beats me, i dunno how the heck is swimming = water polo lolx
we talked for quite a while n shes still as lame as before.. -.-" went to play warcraft with her after dat (yeah, she plays warcraft) damn farnie la esp when she gets irritated =X *gosh im sadistic..*
that made me rmb the sec 4 days it was so fun wif her arnd la shes supposed to be the super guai type nv fail to complete all her work den got one nite we played warcraft until quite late n the nxt day when we were supposed to hand in our assignment.. she suddenly went hysterical "oh no! i haven't finish!!" "all ur fault la~!!" *gives the cute annoyed look* o.O
went for friday prayers met up wif hafiz n syafiq so cute.. hafiz asking ppl to pei him register for BTT which he intends to do on 23rd aug (his bdae) den i went to show him my test dates for my FTT XD which in turn led to a chain of events (yeap, he got irritated) he took mi phone n gave to syafiq who gave shuqi a prank call he kept repeating: "hello, can i speak to shuqi?" den finally after a while "oh sorry, wrong number" so bad lor~! but syafiq did say she was in fact laughing during the call lolz
haix.. its sad that sec4 was too short if nt things wld haf been different..
wyd inscribed diz at 2:55 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
wow.. 2 days w/o update anyone missed me? =X well, heres a quick summary
rotted at hm for the whole of sunday i found something to do actually started to play an old gba rpg which i didnt have the time to play last time dat game is kinda old.. so i wont post the title here i'll just be embarrassing myself by playing an ancient game -.-" and so i played that for almost the whole day.. until...
11pm. the old time slot for beyond the axis of truth the show which i mentioned the other time? the plant spirit died.. (so SAD!!) well, i was checking if that was really the last ep last wk by tuning in to try my luck diz wk and guess wad its beyond the axis of truth 2~!! XD omg... im getting soo hooked onto ch8 local dramas wkdays i watch both kinship n honour & passion weekends wkly dose of 2hrs of beyond the axis of truth 2 =/
i managed to win all the com players in legend of the streets mode for initital d too only to find out dat the game doesnt end there.. zzz... u need to complete the card collection to get 100% den u can still win all the com players one more time to get an additional star at the menu diaoz.. game creators and their tactics to make their consumers continuously play the game...
okay.. monday the supposedly cell tech test day and i havent even started studying that morning.. >.< went on to begin my lab reporting spree~ i still had the hbd report that was supposed to be handed in last wk to be done, plus the two cell tech reports so i spent like.. frm the morning till 2+ to finish everything onli leaving mi wif like 2hr to study.. which i spent 1hr of it getting distracted =X
went to sch ½hr earlier didnt have the mood to study le anyway needed to settle my debts (hand in lab reports) den cassandra was passing to immanuel her cell tech ELISA report sf had a look at it.. "wah.. she power leh.. morning finish everything" *stares at the long discussion in amazement* *me grabs away the report to have a look* den i realized it looked kinda familiar me: "WTH!! SHE COPY WHOLE SALE" kaoz.. my hard work den she juz copy w/o changing anything the onli diff was she cut short a teenie bit and got one last additional sentence wth... ahh nvm.. vanaja shld know dat it came frm me im the only one who gives her long-winded reports, with excellent use of vocab =X
on to the test 25 mcq, 30mins the qns were kinda confusing but i managed to pull through.. i tink i shld be able to kip to my pattern for my grades dun get wad i mean? check diz out: last yr: CBCBCB earlier diz yr: CCB interesting eh? =D
after the test, went straight hm.. finally got hold of monster hunter n after 15mins of playing the game i got dizzy. -.-" i cant play first person view games den the game was kinda slow paced so a bit sian use huge sword slowly whack monster i prefer just blasting the monster frm afar wont that be simpler n nicer to see? so conclusion: monster hunter sux =X
now for some random ranting do u know how IRRITATING my older bro (aka blooder) is? every nite when i get into my rm.. the SAME thing happens hes already asleep n the first thing i see is the although the tv was off, the main switch was still on so i had to switch it off for him.. den the curtains were totally drawn shut how the hell am i supposed to know if its day time and wake up tmr? so i had to draw it open n let some moonlight in den when im abt to get on my bed.. i realized his wardrobe drawer was slightly ajar so i had to close it for him.. den when im on my bed, there was the remote control for the tv on my bed so i had to put it away for him.. den when i was trying to make myself go to sleep by staring into blank space, i continuously get disrupted by a flashing blue light, which was pulsing at intervals where did that come frm u asked? it was his hp.. he purposely kip buying odd hp.. diz time he chose one which had a signal light that kips pulsing at standby mode so i had to go over to his hp and overturn it, so the light source is facing down "ah.. peace at last..." den finally i can go to sleep. zzzzzzzzzz...
oh ya, nic asked me to swap in along wif him to replace jaramy n wilson to play the national day game during the sch celebrations i was thinking.. "diz shld be interesting.." last yr managed to get pretty far thru the game wif the same combo lets see how far we can get diz yr.. hehex *prepares a list of stuff to research on..* lets own tmr~ mwahahahaha~!!
wyd inscribed diz at 10:50 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
i practically spent the whole day slacking la... wake up in the morning, computer, psp, eat, took a nap.. wake up in the afternoon, computer, psp, eat, watch tv, took another nap.. wake up at nite, computer, which leads us to right now.. (i need the computer to blog, DUH..)
one day of the weekend spent just like that.. geez... lets hope i will have the mood to study over the coming nxt few days if nt i'll be in hot soup~ eh.. that last comment just made me hungry *grabs some waffles that mum just bought* at this rate, i think i'll *finally* get fat
that reminds me.. actually i always wanted dumbbells *hint-hint* possible bdae prezzie for me =X to train myself up at hm my body is now damn frail thx to poly life how i missed ncc... =(
hmm... i have nv blogged abt HACCP b4 and since my tag-board is being used to vent everyone's frustration on the project, i might as well touch on it we took damn long to complete it la.. stayed back aft sch several times until late at nite and all we get is a B? UNREASONABLE.
sidenote: i am NEVERRRr gonna open up a company that produces food products in the near or even nt so very near future thx to the project it just opened my eyes to the fact that the legal documents are enough to make my eyes go o.O
and oh.. i've been DYING to get this part of today's entry out it's been in my mind practically for the whole day well, in the late hours of last nite.. (after i blogged.. which was roughly around 12am) and no, i didn't surf for porn im nt such a person mind u i prefer my jap music videos =D
so, i was checking out music videos by U-ka Saegusa IN db its a band.. with a female vocal lead the name of the band derives frm the vocalist's name: Yuuka Saegusa if u still dont have a clue of who she is, i've been using one of her album cover art as my display pic for quite some time her songs are upbeat and very catchy i happened to got to know abt her by chance actually shes under the same recording label as Aya Kamiki n Rina Aiuchi more info here: http://wiki.theppn.org/U-ka_saegusa_IN_db
back to wad happened.. i managed to get hold of her latest album last mth so i was wondering how her music videos were like for a few of her hit songs and when i was watching it... my heart melted like how a chocolate melts in ur mouth i literally sank down my chair i even went a bit teary-eyed after a min (okay.. mebbe im exaggerating this a bit too much)
but shes like the perfect girlfriend material la.. sweet, demure, .. (insert more nice adjectives here) i'll let the vid itself do the talking
i know the song conflicts with my background music i've been wanting to get it fixed by creating my own audio player for quite some time but my flash mx launch file got corrupted, so until i manage to solve the problem, pls bare with it for now =/ for those of u who wants the direct url to enjoy the song (its really catchy): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VlFsubQy_fQ
some of u may be left thinking "i thought wyd always goes for the punk-rocker type of girls?" heres an explanation my definition of a "hot-looking chiobu" and "girlfriend material" is, and has always been, TOTALLY different. i prefer those sweet and demure girls for a gf
talking abt gf.. i've been saying that i nv had a girlfriend b4 n im an eligible bachelor *sticks out an opened umbrella to repel all the "PUI~!" and "BLEAHX~!" comments* me being single all this while is NOT because im nt capable of courting girls the truth is, i've in fact went out with a few girls before its just i havent found the right one just yet and i don't believe in one-sided love my style is staying low even though i actually fancy the girl and waiting for the girl to show signs that the feelings r mutual before i make the first move
u may think that this style is dumb, since guys shld always make the first move but heres wad i think: by letting the girl show her true feelings first confirms that her feelings are genuine this provides assurance that she won't leave u so easily yeah, the main reason that i don't get into relationships so easily is because i dont want to feel the pain of breaking up
that should also explain why the song "Pushing Me Away" by Linkin Park has always been my favourite song all these years coz i truly find meaning within the lyrics the pain that lies at the end.. my philosophy in relationships:
"if u find it unbearable to handle the pain, don't get involved at all in the first place"
i think i shall end off here, take some time to think abt it food for thought.
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for those of u who are into strange occurances, i also happened to stumble upon another of yuuka's music vid which has a theme that really left me baffled http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRW5xG4ChSw doesn't it resemble the clock that was in my dream the other nite? gosh.. most of my nightmares seem to be premonitions yeah, this is definitely not the first time i forsee something in my dream which i was supposed to go through the following day or even a few days later i'll leave this topic to another day
premonitions within nightmares... a gift or a curse?
wyd inscribed diz at 8:55 PM
Friday, August 03, 2007
had a weird dream last nite..
it began when i woke up in my rm..
wif a portable clock beside my bed, which happened to be the first thing i saw
then i had a weird feeling abt that clock..
as if its something i routinely relied upon...
without putting in much thought, i proceeded on with my daily activities
but with a catch..
it was not long before the day suddenly turns disastrous
it was flooding..
and some weird creatures were invading my hse
it was like a catastrophe right at my very doorstep
and the funny thing was..
i actually thought that this was just a dream; in the middle of all the panic
i tried to wake myself up several times but failed
so the "day" ended in a mess..
my mind was racing..
i was at a lost...
finally when i went back to my room i saw the clock again
and my fingers fiddled with the hour hand of the clock with an uncanny familiarity
i pushed the hour hand ahead to show 2hrs later
however, somehow, i returned back to the night before
i turned in nonetheless, exhausted after a hell of a day
only waking up facing the clock again
the same very scene i had seen earlier
but this time, i knew exactly what was going to happen nxt
so i was prepared
set up barricades at the points where water will seep in
and organized people to fend off the creatures..
and sure enough, everything went as planned
the day ended with me lying down facing the clock of wonders again
now i understood why i had such affinity for that very clock..
my vision blurred as i slowly fell asleep...
woke up to find myself back in my room again..
the bright scintillating sunlight pouring its brilliant colours into my room through the bedroom window
i twisted around to confirm the place that i was in
that weird clock was no longer by my side
but everything else was in place
i was indeed back..
to reality.
so datz how i woke up diz morning
phew..
feels gd letting out all the thoughts in my head
(both the weird dream n my eng ppr 1 skills)
my head was really in a whirl diz morning
i hate waking up frm strenuous dreams
eats up a lot of my energy and concentration right frm the start of the day
that shld explain why my cell tech reports were left unfinished juz now
gd thing i started my marketing equiz a few days ago
if nt i wld relli be rushing like mad just now
but heaven was really by my side
cell tech reports delayed again to nxt wk =D
maybe its thx to me going for prayers even though i had the cell tech lab reports to finish
i really had to go this wk coz i already skipped twice.. =/
went to sch just for less then 2hrs of revision lecture
n the funny incident juz now:
we were given handouts with the summary of the lectures to aid in studying for exams
den wilson was saying that the summaries were useless..
other ppl give out summary relli help in prep for exams
for diz one, even if u were to follow the guidelines given in the summary,
you will still fail.
less den one min later.. the lecturer finally speaks up
(nt naming the lecturer to protect his/her identity)
(nt a single word was said by the lecturer prior to this)
"please do not simply follow the guidelines provided in this summary.. you will fail."
wtf? o.O
so.. sat through that not-so-entertaining lecture
and stayed back after that to join the 01 lot for psp~!!
brought my blooder's psp today just to play initial d with the others
gosh.. leon is such a irohazaka n evo4 freak..
that's the only combo which i lost to
won the other battles~
thx to my precious rx-7 and rx-8
*and special thx to my rx-7 which helped me clinched quite a number of landslide victories just now*
stayed for a couple more mins to watch the trio play monster hunter 2
(trio consists of ah guan, ah jun n hafiz)
i got to realise something too
hafiz n ah jun were actually using ah guan's character
they kapo his save file coz ah guan's character quite gay -.-"
den it was quite strange to see 3 characters wearing exactly the same armour with the same username on their heads walking around whacking the monster la
"attack of the clones.." o.O
well, i passed my thumbdrive to hafiz in hopes of getting the game too
my soul had a burning desire to venture out and try a new rpg rmb?
lets just hope he rmb to copy it over by monday
or there'll be a nice show to watch
i'll make sure i poke that funky looking tube that was shown in the imaging lecture for hbd right up his ass =X
datz all for today
n its finally friday.. *sigh*
cell tech test nxt wk
nt forgetting negotiations for my driving lessons
(yeap.. found an instructor.. hes my dad's colleague)
stay tuned for the weekend,
i might have some goodies posted up =)
wyd inscribed diz at 10:10 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
i had nth better to do these days no new games.. that explains why i seldom come online tho every single inch of my body craves for a new rpg new plots, new challenges, i miss the adrenaline rush of it.. *reminisces the gd old days..*
anyway, so i relli had nth better to do so, i went to check out the blogs of my sec sch frens kinda had a nostalgic feeling.. people can change quickly but their core personality still remains the same i hrd this frm somewhere b4 and i really found it to be true: "it is the friends that you make and the experiences shared in sec sch that really moulds your character which determines your personality as an adult"
and i also realized something else my so-called "long" posts are actually normal or even shorter compared to all the veteran bloggers back in my sec sch don't believe me? check some of the links (just click on any unknown ppl in the links tab) and the style of blogging is totally different it really made me realize that the "reading periods" every single day in the morning back in sec sch actually had a huge impact on our lives talk abt command of the english language..
im kinda grateful that im in poly after reading their blogs (like 90% of the ppl in the express stream in my sec sch went jc) and gosh.. they are saying how they are barely coping with their studies and im happily sitting down here, blogging with a lot more time to spare later on for myself pity the jc kids...
which reminds me.. my life was waayy more stressful back in sec sch so much hw to do... long sch hrs... went back to my archives to read my old entries diz morning i was soo lively back then (actually.. most ppl rather call it crazy) tried so hard to be unique and stand out frm the crowd life was so fun back then.. and somehow i managed to regain back some of that dormant energy which explains how i was slightly more hyper in sch today (i talked like.. 30% more den i normally do plus i was more energetic)
haix.. but now im back to my normal self looks like the energy doesn't last that long yea.. im getting old.. -.-" however.. im beginning to realise that its for the better i tend to be less tactful.. or even reckless when im full of energy i guess being the silent type and watching how things goes.. only speaking up when necessary still suits me best
a day spent soul searching.. so, the qn is.. was it worth it? yeap.. i think it was.
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Burning the two photographs of us
One, two, erasing the memory collected
I will go, knowing it too well
The difficult hesitation to stand up
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
Neither a tear comes down
Crying, not being able to be me
Our separation is but a dream, I will know it's hanging there
Why is it so hard to wake up
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
My heart filled with gashes, the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erasing from my heart, forget all the memories
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
Again and again