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About Me
Wahyudin Bin Hassan
aka Wyd
1st April 1989
*unemployed*
*reluctantly serving the nation*
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Sunday, December 30, 2007
finally had some crap to blog abt note.. crap to blog abt.. so, yeah.. it's that bad. i relli haf nt to blog abt these days =(
first thing's first.. announcement~! check out hafiz's blog n u'll see that he has a new template! designed by none other than me~!! XD do stop by and leave ur comments there thank you~ =D
some random news: there were some low altitude fireworks display outside my hse earlier was too lazy to grab mi hp n snap some pics n i have no idea wad it was for.. =/ looked damn cool tho, like flak cannon firing at paratroopers o.O
just finished watching the last ep of liar game too i skipped the last ep the last time i tink it was coz it wasn't out n when it came out, it was removed frm online streaming sites so.. when i found it on youtube earlier today, i didn't waste much more time to finally complete the series =) *it was a 3hr special mind u*
the ending is kinda sucky tho coz it shows that those pure at heart and are honest to the bitter end can succeed in life n it had the theme of believing in others embedded in it its like saying: "dun doubt others. always believe in them as no one is evil to the bone." wad i can say is, if u're gonna have this mindset, then you're certainly gonna be in deep shit. period. as i always say, "it's a harsh world out there" nth is fair.. u'll just have to mind ur steps and have control of the situation as much as possible and dun forget to haf fun irritating others too! XD
and i already have an anecdote to support my point thx to immanuel who dragged me into a inhse dota game when i wanted to blog.. -.-" there seems to be some ppl who insisted that they weren't hacking when they actually were. =/ mind u, im the last person u wld wanna scam it's scary when u realise how skillful i am to set up traps n uncover hidden black truths.. *evil laughter* dun prove any further on the details just know this: if u wanna con someone, make sure it's foolproof pls. at least u'll get my respect in that way. if u can't do that, then dun bother trying at all la. lousy shit. XD
now i know wad other careers are there for me other than in the life sciences field =D
on the lighter side of things, heres a random artistic photograph for ur viewing pleasure =X
"to have not a care in the world.."
how i wish i can have that kind of life where i can live it my own way without worries wad-so-ever.. *sigh..*
one last thing: Kamiki rawks. No doubt abt that. XD
wyd inscribed diz at 10:15 PM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
me nt blogging only means that the past few days has been kinda boring oh well, at least i managed to watch national treasure 2 @ lido ytd with hafiz, sf and immanuel u see, there were ppl who were relli affected by my emo previous post so they decided to go out with me to keep their guilty conscience at bay =/
it's a great movie nontheless even tho i thought the prequel was a lot more interesting all the huge puzzles in the show reminded me of a game: Golden Sun they have the similar filling up rooms with waters n pushing levers to empty them to gain access to previously unreachable parts o.O
it's been really boring at home so.. re-started playing dota last nite big shocker eh? played wif darren, immanuel, sf n jaramy and i have only gotten slightly rusty my reactions were slightly slower but my skills were still there =D no thx to immanuel for being such a great feeder n making our team lose. XD
anyway, i still haven't even touched my piling reports that's due when sch reopens wahahahaha~ but i still managed to learn 2 new things about myself ah.. so my hols so far have been kinda meaningful
Learning point #1 i have a genetic disorder. it's called photic sneeze reflex it's autosomal dominant n i allegedly got it frm my mum wad exactly is this "photic sneeze reflex"? i'll explain it in a more interesting way: "im allergic to sudden exposures of intensified solar rays" aka the sunlight =/ and i am not joking mind u read up more here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Photic_sneeze_reflex
Learning point #2 i have always been attracted to sporty girls and i thot it was their figure that i found appealing but i have always found something amiss about that theory as it does not apply for every occasion then, it occurred to me; it's not the figure that i was after it was their strong-willed character i guess i fancy girls with a fighting spirit and aren't afraid to express their feelings
that's all for today for your info, this is my 200th blog post *yeah, it has been that long..* let's hope i can keep this blog running for another 200 posts =)
and the hols are ending!! oh noo...
wyd inscribed diz at 9:50 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
can't find the proper mood to blog these days its weird how i manage to find time to blog during the CT week but nt during the hols
if i were to say that the hols were boring, well, i guess there is some truth in that but then again.. that isn't exactly true i've yet to have a movie or a pool outing.. zzz..
mostly i have been busy playing need for speed prostreet currently almost completed the game n i tink im seriously too influenced by initial d i'm using my rotary engine duos even in nfs n its similar tune to the ones i have in initial d a black rx-7 (aka kyoko's tune) and a white rx-8 the other thing was that nfs has ABS installed automatically to all their cars and.. i went the extra mile to remove it so that my rx-7 can drift the ppl in the forums were saying bmw is gd for navigating through tight corners becoz it grips to the road firmly and can relli turn why do that when u can drift? =/
talking abt cars, i just watched redline i relli dun recommend it for those car freaks its a lame show. seriously. simple plot and they dun go indepth on the technical aspects of the car its like get a car that looks fast n just drive n it will go fast that's it. -.-" the stunts were oso quite fake the only nice thing abt the movie was maybe the hot babes but too bad im nt into caucasians.. =/
which brings me to my next pt PHUONG VY!!! XD yeap, the vietnam idol dun u guys tink she's so sweet? awww... i just love her hair n her sweet smile.. *heart melts..* and no, i didn't vote for her nor did i even vote for anyone else i'd rather save my 60 cents for my apple juice, and still have 10 cents to spare for some tissues the art of being a cheapo
back to movies.. i finally got myself to watch saw 1,2&3 n its relli sick esp to someone who broke his arm n went for an op twice which means i relli know the meaning of pain so it was a painful experience to watch the show *im sadist, but im nt heartless u know*
which brings me to the nxt pt *im relli gd at linking my pts eh?* pain. well, nt exactly pain more of depression i've been stuck at hm watching movies alone thx to u guys la find a nice girl liao den neglect me wth la..
hmmm... being a nasty bugger that irritates ppl myself, i know that being depressed is like admitting defeat so, i shall nt show that im jealous n thus i shall be happy to be a highly eligible bachelor! =D im spending QUALITY time alone at home! look at this:
apple juice with choc fudge cake in frnt of my com this is wad i call living a great life without worries! 10 points to me, ZERO to those that are already attached! boo~! i dun need a girl to be happy! shoo~
wyd inscribed diz at 12:52 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
liberation!! wee~!!
the last 3 papers were nasty i tell u i wld be happy if i even passed esp with today's bpt i was having fun selecting the option with the nicest numbers la 90% of the time i dunno wad the qn was asking =X
protein tech was lame first time doing an open book test feels weird.. everyone was rushing n rummaging thru their notes in the last 20mins n there were several times when their were sounds of things dropping every now n then managed to pull off a cool finish had 3mins to sit back n watch as the time slowly tick by while everyone else was still scrambling but in actual fact i wasnt even sure whether everything was correct.. =X
marketing was a real killer i had like 1½hrs to work with right b4 the paper to study had to come up wif all the weird sounding acronyms n maximize my photographic memory capability i was memorizing the notes as according to how they look like as they appear on the slides so if u were to ask me the info, i can even provide u as to which corner the slide is located at, and the exact order of the points however, i made a huge mistake; i didn't take note of how to elaborate on the pts. XD
prediction for last 3 papers: D - protein tech D - marketing F - bpt (im freaking serious)
so many plans to be done after the CTs but somehow the holiday spirit is gone mebbe coz i didn't go out to celebrate the end of the CTs right after the ppr? *sigh..* lets hope tmr brings a gd start to the hols..
currently trying to find ways to hack into the european n jap cabal server managed to hide behind a fake ip damn farnie la.. went to test my ip n it was displaying a german ip and it switched to french ip when i tested it again. XD
but i tink i screwed a lot of things le like my IE so im blogging using mozilla firefox like for the first time.. n finally i realized the diff: there is spell check here! XD
oh well, looks like now i've got smth to do other than clearing that mess up, i also nid to clear my movie collection in my hdd im left with like 13gb of hdd space to work with.. when i initially had 250gb.. o.O
anywayz, happy holidays everyone! =D
-[ template update ]-
changed the background music its only temporary, meant to go along with the current season some of you might recognise that it's a classic song My December by Linkin Park enjoy~ =D
wyd inscribed diz at 6:52 PM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
damn tired la oh well.. 3 papers down 4 to go. n im supposed to be studying for molgen rite now but freaking shagged la brain reached saturation pt le
the CT wk has been damn crappy so far the problem always lies on the mcq n t/f qns all the structured can ans but the simple section A i kip getting mistakes wth la..
here's an official announcement: if i dun get a freaking B for the immuno paper, i'll make sure my B-cells will nt go thru negative selection~!! o.O im expecting my mistakes to come frm the toopid mcq but it shldn't be that bad.. i hope.
bioinfo was the worst actually 40% of the time im just guessing the ans for the mcq i'll be happy with a C la.. the ppl setting the pprs are seriously scheming *toot*s haix..
so current prediction of my results so far: C - med micro C - bioinfo B - immuno at least my usual trend is still dere. =) i just luv the way how my grades can be an abbreviation to my comments for the common tests.
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decided to blog again for today im seriously too free.. =X
anyway, ended up i only started studying for molgen at 10am note: the paper was at 12pm n i had to start preparing for sch at 11am so i had like 1hr to work with cool eh? =D
worse part of all: variations in B lymphocyte antibody production was asked n i only barely touched on that i was crapping throughout qn 2 la crappy paper leh.. n half the time i wasn't even sure if wad i was writing was correct for the other qns
molgen grade prediction: C (if i'm lucky)
wyd inscribed diz at 8:54 AM
Monday, December 10, 2007
its the common test week! yippee~!! NOT.
woke up at 6am in an attempt to study which ended in me failing miserably to concentrate went to search for softwares to allow me to extract parts of a song to create a new ringtone for mi hp! im totally hooked onto the coupling track for High and Mighty Color's latest single entitled "Secret Heart" its a great song n i still dun get why it came out as a coupling track for the single "Amazing"
also went to check out websites which i have long nt visited like www.kineda.com its an entertainment blog which i found by chance like 2yrs back datz where i get my updates on wads new n wads hot currently interesting stuff yea?
anyway, see.. i can get distracted v easily conclusion: can i relli study? ans: Noooo...
the paper was crappy la mistakes everywhere for mi mcq n true n false which is freaking crap la n the structured qns were relli pathetic esp the HIV part i was speculating smth like desc how the virus infects the host la turns out.. desc the ELISA procedure wtf
tmr immuno n bioinfo n i still havent touched any wahahahahaa~ n i still got time to blog i tink im like the only one still blogging at this intense period la.. n i like it. =)
wyd inscribed diz at 2:10 PM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
cool weekend~ went for the chalet i tink it was well spent time la even tho i played a bit too much =X but still, i did managed to study n most imptly, i had fun! =D
there was something different for this chalet we had cars and drivers so transport was seriously nt a prob n there's nth called "parents" involved so, yeah, feels nice as its an improvement frm past chalet outings however, now it makes u feel that u're getting rather old.. =/
the two drivers were farnie la go the wrong direction when i say wrong direction, i dun mean heading to the wrong point on the map i mean going against the flow of the road.. o.O got one pt when the ah pek on the motorcycle was stunned to see the car going against his direction u shld haf seen his reaction.. its freaking farnie den syafiq oso.. rds on the carpark supposed to be clockwise he went anticlockwise.. o.O all dunno the meaning of one way rd.. wahahahaha~
*ok fine.. i know that was dangerous.. so someone pls educate them on how to drive properly..* =X
some variety game kiosks provided at entertainment franchises require some discretion like the one provided at the lobby of the chalet otherwise known widely for a machine for ppl to play mahjong the "spot the differences" game was quite obscene la bruce was playing it one of the pictures included a model wearing a swimsuit against a normal background den we were all busy kaypo-ing behind him n he was stuck at one pt we were all talking abt him liking to play *these* kind of games den zuli was being herself by being helpful but yet making things worse so she just poked at the model's skimpy swimsuit n that was the correct ans.. o.O den we realized that the swimsuit was skimpier in one of the pictures wth..
spent most of the first day of the chalet watching nerd play ace combat x on hafiz's psp before i got irritated by the fact that he kept losing n went to show him how pros *erhemlikemeerhem* play.. =/ felt guity afterwards so started studying for med micro quite comfy studying in the rm on the 2nd floor wif the bed n the aircon while the ppl downstairs were busy preparing the bbq *im such an *** for nt helping them rite?* =/
watched the guys play winning eleven on the ps2 before we have our dinner eating all the bbq-ed stuff wif rice *yet another difference frm the past chalets* quite nice lei.. saved quite a bit of $$ oso since we dun nid to buy that much bbq-ed stuff
went out for a walk wif hafiz n leonard after that we were slacking on the beach enjoying the night scenery of the sea n the skies there spent quite a while there talking crap n laming arnd i managed to take 2 pics of them being stupid *ah.. the beauty of nokia 6288 compared to sony ericsson walkman phones.. i got night mode + flash* =P decided nt to post them tho coz it looks blur n quite retarded =X
headed back n spent the rest of the nite playing the ps2 before attempting to slp n realizing we *me n leonard* still couldnt sleep at this pt, hafiz oso had an abrupt wake-up sms so bad la.. 1am still go sms ppl *tsk tsk tsk*
played daidee using uno cards a bit weird la.. but cannot be helped since nobody brought poker cards went to ps2 for quite a bit more b4 going to slp it was quite painful tho everyone was like sardines slping on the mattresses *all the guys were slping at the first floor while the 2 girls were happily upstairs* n i was stuck wif leonard slping on the mat which was more commonly used for picnics back damn pain la.. zzz
woke up at 9am the guys were noisily playing winning eleven nth much happened ba went to bathe *woo.. no water heater..* before slacking for quite a bit more n leaving slightly earlier than the rest hafiz's dad was kind enough to give me n nerd a lift home *note: im being an *** again here for nt being there to help out in the clearing up* =X
reached hm, ate n slept for 4hrs to fix my back it still hurts a bit tho *sf, stay away pls. if u still dun realise, i seriously dun appreciate ur massages* *if u relli insist on massaging someone, go find ur gu-*** n go massage her la~* woops.. innocent bystander just got shot for no reason XD
anyway, i just got turned on by the new mmorpg game, Cabal it looks freaking cool la freaking flashy!! now i got smth to look forward to after the common tests! =D
wyd inscribed diz at 6:27 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
today is such a memorable day wahahaha~
woke up in the morning looking up to the sky frm my bedroom window admiring the dark clouds obscuring the skies didn't put much thot into that tho pulled out my black cotton shirt frm mi wardrobe, since i've been wearing my long sleeve shirt too oftenly
yet, it rained heavily for almost the whole day! =D don't u just love the rain? *turns head to the balcony window to admire the bruised skies a little bit more*
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anyway.. a small sidetrack i just got halted frm blogging for a while the previous paragraph was typed 20mins ago i just got a crazy wave of ppl initiating convers wif me it's crazy i tell u:
when it rains, it pours. o.O
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back to my post on to the 2nd part of the memorable day guess wad? i got my first A after so long! XD n i was relli expecting a B for that molgen test la put in wrong units some more for the gene locus distance wahahahaha~
it was quite a painful experience tho there's ppl like immanuel who announces mi grade to the whole class delibrately with some ppl like yamon whacking me for getting gd grades when the normal reaction wld have been congrats for finally getting back the motivation to study geez...
common test week nxt wk n i still havent started studying yet i still have chalet this coming weekend n they're planning wad to buy rite now how am i supposed to study at this rate? *finally when i have the motivation, i seriously dun have the luxury of time* *sigh..*
wyd inscribed diz at 9:50 PM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
wow.. look at the time when i posted this wahahaha~
anyway, had the sudden urge to blog nono, i didn't wake up frm mi slp just to blog i have a couple of reports to finish too *typical wyd..*
before i go on if u're here becoz of immanuel's email, pls dun read further there is nothing here i have no idea why he told u guys to read my blog and yes, he's freaking lame by telling u guys to do pointless things when u cld have spent this time on something more useful like.. studying? =/
anyway, back to the topic i somehow can't seem to forget wad i wrote for mi o lvl compo i know it's 2 yrs ago, n i shld move on but, it marks the pinnacle of my capability *im getting old.. sigh..* it was the first time i wrote anything so emo and i was able to put my heart and soul into the plot if cambridge were to give back the papers that they've marked, i wld have framed that compo up in my bedrm seriously. it meant that much to me =/
here's the gist of the plot the protagonist is studying at a local university but he can't seem to get his mind off this girl so they have been going out together and his dad has yet to meet his future daughter in law all this while, the only thing he knew was that his son kept addressing her as "Tifa" in his phone conversations *note: "Tifa" is a common short form for the full name "Latifah" in the malay world* the protagonist was very reluctant to introduce her for certain reasons
after much pressure frm his dad, he finally asked the girl to come back with him have dinner with his dad while they were out studying in the library and after much persuasion, she finally agreed but all hell broke loose when they arrived at the doorstep here's the twist: the girl's name is actually Tiffany Teo she's a malaysian, thus she could speak malay in their phone conversations malay parents are usually against cross marriages due to certain religious reasons
so yeah, they immediately got thrown out of the hse *ouch* n the protagonist was left to comfort her back down at the void deck *insert emo scene to console a girl here* after some time, he went back up to his hse to apologise to his dad for not telling the full story to him earlier to his shock, his dad was already lying on the floor, motionless, clutching his chest
the scene skips for quite a bit the protagonist was now standing by his dad's grave with the girl by his side both of them with their degree certs in their hands the protagonist reminisce the past he shared with his dad as he read the epitaph written on the tombstone
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emo yea? i used this same plot for both my english and malay paper 1 =X oh well, i gotta go back to work but im feeling kinda hungry tho.. *looks at the time again b4 sighing loudly* i seem to have weird cravings at the wrong timings.. -.-"
wyd inscribed diz at 5:19 AM
Monday, December 03, 2007
its like people are losing interest in blogging including me. =/ that shld explain the lack of posts lately
in any case, here's a reality check CT is nxt wk n im still happily playing age of empires 3 how cool is that? *immanuel~ come join me play la.. =D* someone pls provide me with the motivation to study.. zzz
if u're a chiobu, pls give me some words of encouragement it will help, a lot. =X
now on to today's topic knowledge. it's like a double edged sword there's a saying whereby "the more the learn, the more you don't know" well, i tink there's another phrase which really applies to my life lately.. "its better that you don't know certain stuff" yeap, some words are simply best left unsaid, for the benefit of the person both mentally and emotionally so bottomline, if ppl say its better that u don't know, pls dun ask further unless u wanna join the gang n share the burden called "unwanted knowledge"
its been quite a while since i did a jpop update one of my fav j-rock band, High and Mighty Color is releasing a new single nxt wed but the music vid is already out a few days ago n it looks cool! =)
it's entitled Amazing n i got the song stuck in my head "Amazing... You'll remember..." i even wrote that in my immuno lecture notes earlier la.. >.<" i like the way how they fuse maakii's smooth vocals with the rock genre of music the rapper is cool, but sometimes his english is quite random. hahax
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Burning the two photographs of us
One, two, erasing the memory collected
I will go, knowing it too well
The difficult hesitation to stand up
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
Neither a tear comes down
Crying, not being able to be me
Our separation is but a dream, I will know it's hanging there
Why is it so hard to wake up
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
My heart filled with gashes, the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erasing from my heart, forget all the memories
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
Again and again