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motto in life: "For every action, there's a hidden intention"
About Me
Wahyudin Bin Hassan
aka Wyd
1st April 1989
*unemployed*
*reluctantly serving the nation*
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nokia x6
drive an rx8
psp
nds
further studies
spend more time with friends
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Sunday, September 30, 2007
for those of u who saw my msn status, yea, im seriously studying my FTT is tmr.. so of coz i nid to study la wad were u guys thinking? me studying for nxt term? siao. but it is a cause for concern if u see that during the study breaks u wont like me when i get serious lol sidenote: sry to those who were waiting to play smth todae.. can't join u guys.. gotta study~! =/
random conver 3 nights ago: (10:46 PM) darren: wit $$ i would make a 10k com (10:47 PM) darren: make of gold (10:47 PM) ーעִמָּנוּאֵלー "C: LOL (10:47 PM) ーעִמָּנוּאֵלー "C: spoil how?? the com for show only (10:48 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: make one com dat can put aquarium inside la (10:48 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: lol (10:48 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: den can see fishes swimming (10:48 PM) ーעִמָּנוּאֵלー "C: lol (10:48 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: n nibbling ur gfx card (10:48 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: lol (10:49 PM) ーעִמָּנוּאֵלー "C: LOL (10:49 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: den get sucked by the gfx card fan (10:49 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: woohoo~ (10:50 PM) ーעִמָּנוּאֵלー "C: ikan bilis ready made (10:50 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: minced fish (10:50 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: lol (10:50 PM) darren: zzzzzz (10:50 PM) darren: put lou han inside (10:51 PM) darren: the head gt stuck by the fan
little did i expect i wld see smth similar happening today for those who did not know, i have an aquarium at hm but i dun give a *toot* abt it coz i hate fish. period.
my blooder bought a seahorse to add on to the underwater family we already had i looked into the plastic bag with that little guy in it.. me: i give it 3. bro: 3 days? me: yup looking at the little guy, i seriously doubt he can last either way, my blooder released him to let him join the rest of the family and after 5mins.. all eyes were peeled onto him.. as he slowly edges towards the fan to blow the water (the fan is used to create the water current effect to simulate oceanic conditions) being me, i didnt bother to cont watching wad was happening even tho the rest of my family started to get disturbed by the actions of that little guy n guess wad? nt before long, it became kinda chaotic with hysterical cries as the seahorse did get sucked in lol.
ah, dun worry.. that little guy didn't die if datz wad u wanted to ask he only had a slight scratch on him or datz wad the rest of my family said, since i didn't bother inspecting him to cut the story short, he was actually trying to hook his tail onto the rim of the fan (datz how seahorses spends most of their time.. hooking on to smth) so now end up my dad switched off the fan n that little guy remains perched on top of the fan overlooking the corals lame rite?
anyway, here's wad i wanna point out i dun understand why ppl wld wanna take care of pets coz to me, the disadvantages outweigh the advantages -advantage- its cute n so it makes u happy? (question mark at the back coz for the case of my aquarium, i hate fish =/) u can see the fruits of ur labour blossom as the days goes by -disadvantage- u nid capital; it is sort of an investment u know? it requires lots of maintenance and a lot of patience it restricts ur freedom; u nid to feed it daily which can be a hindrance when u go on a holiday when that poor guy dies, u become deeply depressed
bottomline, i really dun understand why ppl wld keep pets grow a plant.. it's a whole lot better: #1 - u dun need to care wad it eats; the only thing u nid to worry is to give it water, make sure it gets sufficient sunlight and maybe the fertilizer at the start #2 - they don't die so easily, unless u relli screw up by nt watering it after a week #3 - certain plants can even be worth ur investment; ur mum can use the leaves to cook ur fav dishes #4 - it is environmentally friendly; nth can go wrong when it comes to greens, it is even gd for ur health! #5 - when the plant actually dies, other than it proving that u r freaking pathetic for nt being able to take care of the plant, there are no hard feelings as subconciously, u normally dun consider a plant as a 'living thing' as compared to animals
anyone out there share my sentiments? "If it's something you wouldn't want to lose, don't possess it in the first place."
wyd inscribed diz at 7:42 PM
Saturday, September 29, 2007
juz came back frm mi grandma's place went there for a small 'buka puasa' (or break fast) gathering for my relatives its great to see everyone being together as one big extended family n i still dun understand why my mum and blooder is soo against going there haix.. internal family conflict.. why can't they see things frm a different perspective like me?
in any case, the whole thing was damn farnie la as usual, when u put the whole big family together and let all the diff personalities mix, there is bound to be chaos
take for example my 7th cousin (i have 8 cousins in total) being the youngest amongst the guys, he's kinda left out the rest of the guys are either in poly or serving NS and yet he's only sec 1 so.. there's sort of a generation gap thus leading to weird conversations..
scene #1 7th cousin: do u use perfume? 3rd cousin: currently no.. but other times got la 7th cousin: oooh... wad brand u use? 3rd cousin: bodyshop 7th cousin: oooh... why u nv use boss? 3rd cousin: siao.. boss is like 70 bucks 7th cousin: wah.. so ex ah!? me: eh.. why are u so interested in the first place? u got gf meh? o.O 3rd cousin: that's a gd qn. =/
scene #2 7th cousin: do u like guitar? 3rd cousin: why wld i like guitar? i dun even play the guitar o.O
scene #3 7th cousin: ur psp only got one usb port ah? 3rd cousin: u nid so many usb ports for wad? o.O
now on to the daughter-in-laws' scenes when u put all my aunts n my mum together under one roof, it becomes rather chaotic the following conver has been translated to eng note: women having menses are nt allowed to fast
2mins b4 the time to eat *my mum hands me a cup* me: mum, u haven't take wad u want to eat? mum: dun worry, later i go take. me: oh ya.. u nt fasting today. =X mum: shhh!! back at the dining table with my other aunts *my mum confess that she is nt fasting today coz of her menses* mum: today actually is my 5th day 2nd aunt: oh.. its the 4th day for me *on everyone's mind: such coincidence..* 1st aunt: its my 2nd day. oh! so im the 'bongsu' la!! *on everyone's mind: wad the!?* (bongsu is a malay term for youngest child) mum: oh.. so we are all nt fasting.. but then we still dare to blatantly join the rest to break fast eh~ lolz~!!
now for the joke of the day: this scene takes place after everyone was done eating; everyone was slacking and watching tv 4th cousin: eh.. who made the coffee? 4th aunt: ur grandma... why? 4th cousin: oh, it tastes gd. 4th aunt: really? this is like the first time u are commending smth 4th cousin: it really tastes gd.. 4th aunt: actually... it was yesterday's coffee.. =X *all eyes stare at my 4th aunt* o.O
so anyway, wad have i been up to lately? well, im finally using my rapidshare acc in full swing woohoo~ i have access to anything under the sun! the only catch is, i have sucky internet speed it takes ages to dl a 6gb game when ur max spd is 60kbps.. zzz
got my hands on F.I.R's latest album - Love, Diva they say that its better than their previous album, Flight Tribe i was skeptical at first, after watching their featured music vid, 月牙灣 (Crescent Moon Bay) i nearly fell asleep. seriously they were changing the course of their music style to jazz which was highly evident in Flight Tribe
however, just after listening to track #2 i realized the album rocked they're back to their old style! its truly a great album, so feel free to ask me for any of the tracks
here's smth else which i found out: finally there is no sign of "flying" in the song titles dun get wad i mean? their previous albums included tracks like: Fly Away, Wo Yao Fei, Flight Tribe, etc.. is it just me or do they have a serious obsession with flying?
anyway, i got bored and saw some nice tests on my dear daddy's blog so i decided to try them =X
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.
The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.
wads wrong with the weather these days? doesn't anyone feel that its like extra hot? coz its like these days i nid to take another bath late at nite the clock in my reading room has been constantly showing temp between 30-31 degrees celsius wad the heck happened to the ideal room temperature of 25 degrees stated in science textbooks? oh no.. the world is coming to an end.. >.<"
i've been busy filling my holidays watching anime, movies n gaming so, my holidays seems fulfilling, but.. to me, it actually isnt. i still have lots of impt things to do so much debt weighing down on me which i have not settled busy man eh?
one of those is of course, driving lessons i have yet to find an instructor.. and the beginning of the sch term is looming near zzz and i have yet to start studying for my final theory test which is scheduled on the 1st oct
the nxt thing, scl club exco selections altho training sessions are over, there's still the interview coming up on the 2nd n 3rd oct anxious? excited? nt relli. its just another deadline waiting for me to get it done and over with talking abt scl club matters, i still have some paperwork to do the deadline was 'asap' so i've been taking my time to delay it.. typical me. =/
after that, caltex go-kart challenge on the 5th oct to tell you the truth, i'm kinda feeling queasy just thinking abt it coz let me say it again: go-karting is seriously a sick shit business all that i can do for now is hope for the best for that day and that i don't panic again and spin out of control like wad i did earlier *sigh*
ok.. enough of all these depressing thots now on the lighter side of things, kelly's new album is scheduled to be out this fri!! lets hope i'll have access to it on the day of its release =) and oh yeah, the music vid is already out for those of you living under a shell
is it just me, or is she really becoming more like jolin tsai? its a v catchy song nonetheless =D
now for a little dirty laundry exposure did you know that seemingly innocent-looking boy called hafiz is actually kinda dirty minded? after more than 5yrs knowing him, i kinda know how he thinks by now check out this chatlog:
(1:25 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: kelly now looks like jolin... (1:25 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mG11-U7pStw (1:25 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: oh ya.. stop staring at her legs.. i know its sexy (1:25 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: lol (7:57 PM) [ りゅう ] 愛して ふ: wow u actually read my mind (7:57 PM) [ りゅう ] 愛して ふ: those are really sexy legs (7:57 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: lol (7:57 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: =P (7:57 PM) [ りゅう ] 愛して ふ: i watch the ads and i was like wow (7:57 PM) [ りゅう ] 愛して ふ: =P (7:57 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: stop drooling liao la (7:57 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: lol (7:58 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: datz MY kelly ok!? (7:58 PM) - [ Kaldorei ] -: XD (7:58 PM) [ りゅう ] 愛して ふ: ....
so girls out there beware.. when hafiz sets his eyes on you, even for just a split second, god knows wad dirty ideas comes to his mind in the nxt second =X
wyd inscribed diz at 10:04 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
no idea wad to blog abt actually i've been spending the last few days playing wc3 yea.. im back.. =D nt dota tho, i quit dota like 3mths ago went to play some rpg and bleach maps shld be enough to kill at least 1wk of the hols
n i'm still getting no inspiration for the new blogskin sianz. sorry for the delay.. i'll work on it when a great idea strike my mind =/
scl club is falling apart! yay! =X new meaning behind the initials of the club: Surely Crumble Liao Club XD
wyd inscribed diz at 11:12 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
went to the chalet @ NSRCC ytd it was quite refreshing had loads of fun with everyone around its been quite a while since i had such a great time i wonder when will be the nxt time..?
im feeling kinda emo today coz this very moment is like the transition period yesterday was lots of fun and laughter in 2 hrs time, results will be out datz the cue for me to get depressed haha.. *such a fake laughter..* -.-"
well, i dont have the mood for a long post today so i'll end here *this post is here for the sake of updating n preventing fungal growth or any other contaminants frm growing in my blog* if u're interested to know wad happened during the chalet, feel free to visit the blogs of those that went for the chalet there shld even be pics posted up
till then, here's wishing the best of luck to everyone waiting for their results
wyd inscribed diz at 10:05 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
"omg wtf.. go-karting is seriously a sick shit business"
sry for nt getting a post in ytd seriously too tired la started off the day by going for the exco training got lectured on proposal writing *zzz* den we were given diff scenarios to work on u shld see the ans i gave: Q: "imagine u were an exco, and the new batch of excos dat just joined in feel neglected, wad wld u do to make them feel more impt?" A: "write the words 'more impt' on a piece of ppr n let them touch it to feel it." XD
i left halfway thru the training to join the rest for the go-kart challenge briefing u guys shld thank me for forsaking my flirting opportunity to join u guys -.-" but, got held back due to a 'surprise' interrogation session its more of a 3 on 1 interview actually n i dun tink it turned out dat well as in my mind i was tinking of how i cld reach kart world which was at taman jurong oh well, lets be optimistic here.. there is no way that they are gonna turn down such a great talent like me rite? =X
i was freaking late for the briefing becoz of that la onli managed to reach jurong east mrt at 11.55 when the briefing starts at 12 n the rest already left me.. >.< so i had to make my way dere on my own with their directions "take 98 and alight 20 stops.. mc'donalds bus stop" n guess wad? after 27 stops i still dun see a mac anywhere the only thing i saw was a kfc which had a sign showing the directions to kart world n dat was stop #24 so i had to run 4 stops back n mind u, im fasting so i shld be fast rite? (ok dat was lame)
finally reached the place at 1pm after taking sizes, a short briefing on the procedures n safety, we got to try those wicked machines! =D n lemme tell u IT WAS SERIOUSLY A SICK SHIT BUSINESS its FREAKING fast i spun out of control right at the first turn coz i didnt even brake. =X went in full spd into the corner, onli to realize dat i was going too fast so i went: "OH SHIT." before braking hard XD
the g-force felt during the turns were sick la relli felt like i was gonna get thrown out of the kart note: there were no seat belts.. the only safety we had were helmets taking into consideration my current weight, it was relli a scary experience datz why i was freaking fast in the first lap.. and in the nxt few laps, i got slower, and slower, and slower =X
u wont understand the feeling unless u try driving the kart urself the adrenaline rush was unreal, yet so surreal the whole kart was trembling as u go full speed and during the turns, u are not in total control of the kart coz everything was happening so quickly u nid to manage between dealing wif steering ur kart, brake management, dealing with the sick g-force, and staying on the road imagine this: u have the obligation to go faster, yet if u go faster, u are bound to crashing, and this is REAL LIFE. crashing can prove to be v hazardrous or even fatal"
i tink immanuel will get a shock of his life if he were to sub any of us during the actual day la coz he didnt get to try out the kart the sad fate of the reserve player..
shang-feng was insane.. he was bloody fast.. n u shld see how he turns it looks freaking dangerous. sorry syafiq, u were fast, but nt fast enough. lolz
only sf managed to achieve the main objective of Project K like Project D, the mysterious letter in the team name represented our true goals in establishing the team coz he got wet. =X who ask him to make such an intricate turn n cut in so much which led him into driving into a puddle of water *watches the free display of splashing water with awe.. before laughing hysterically at his mistake* XD
give u guys a hint as to wad the 'K' stands for.. its a jap word, but u can guess the meaning try to think dirty and relate it with the anecdote abv *dirty bastards..* lolx
off to jurong point after dat shall nt elaborate too much here coz jurong point is well known for their half-priced arcades so.. syafiq + sf + arcade = *GG for the ppl going out with them* yeap.. car game hopping again..
reached hm and slept thru the whole nite after my dinner datz why im awake right now cant get back to sleep after my super early breakfast lets hope that i dun fall asleep when we go shopping for food items for the chalet later.. =/
wyd inscribed diz at 6:30 AM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
diz marks the first day of the fasting mth of ramadhan i kinda gotten used to the routine of fasting after all these yrs i didnt even feel hungry la.. mebbe its also thx to the fact dat i find the act of 'eating' as a chore i can actually be too lazy to eat isnt dat weird? datz as gd as dieting la no wonder im so light after all these yrs which is both a gd thing and a bad thing coz if smth bad happens to me n i cant walk, i can easily be carried to safety eg. when i broke my arm n fractured my foot @ ubin last time now for the bad thing... when a strong wind blows, i fly~ -.-"
quite a number of quakes that sparked off the shores of the indon continent lately is the end of the world really looming near? oh ya, an interesting fact.. when those quakes occurred, some ppl felt the tremors here in sg rite? so did i feel anything? NO. i was happily sleeping on every instance the quakes happened wth...
nth much to blog abt today actually my mum received an sms frm my aunt since its the start of ramadhan its a pantun(malay poem consisting of random first few lines, with the main msg following in the nxt few lines which rhymes) abt the mth of ramadhan with syawal approaching after that (syawal is the mth in the arabic calender marking hari raya puasa) so she was kinda dumbfounded in tinking how she shld reply so my blooder decided to help generate some ideas here's wad he came up wif: "ada lori ada bas, lain hari boleh balas" wtf? o.O for those of u who can't understand malay, direct translation: "got lorry, got bus, another day can reply(to ur sms)" lame shit rite?
wyd inscribed diz at 10:29 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
back frm badminton! juz now was relli violent sia all keep smashing each other shld have been a great workout but, none of my muscles are aching dat means its nt gd enough.. crap la..
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Life was never fair.
"Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them." - Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare
it's interesting how ppl can achieve greatness, as expressed in the phrase above.. the thought came to mind when i was searching for new songs stumbled across Leah Dizon's latest album, Destiny Line, which is released today i was tempted to get hold of it, just for the sake of collecting, since it is her first album anyway.. but, after second thoughts, i decided nt to
for the benefit of those who totally have no idea who Leah Dizon is, here's some info:
Full name: Leah Donna Dizon (リア・ドナ・ディゾン) Birthday: September 24, 1986 Birth place: Las Vegas, United States Blood type: O Nationality: American (French-American mother and Chinese-Filipino father) Spoken languages: English, a little Japanese --- She originally started of as a model, often appearing in car magazines. I got to know about her since her blog made quite a stir in the net; everyone was talking about her exotic looks. After some influence by her huge base of fans, she took her career up to the next level by migrating to Tokyo. Right now, she does both modeling and singing, making quite a mark in the japanese entertainment industry.
back to where i left off the point is.. she only has a mediocre voice she's one of those artists who produce cheap songs and rely heavily on their beauty check out her music video: "some have greatness thrust upon them" now u get why i quoted this? some ppl just can simply live their lives the way they like it and still be very successful without too much effort her photobook and singles released earlier were selling like hotcakes don't u just envy these kind of ppl?
anyway, there's quite a number of other releases due this month 12 sep - Koda Kumi - Ai no Uta 19 sep - Maki Goto - How to use Sexy 19 sep - BoA Kwon - Love Letter 21 sep - F.I.R - Love, Diva (愛‧歌姬) 21 sep - Jolin Tsai - Agent J (特務J) 26 sep - YUI - Love & Truth 28 sep - Kelly Poon - 在世界中心 (Zai Shi Jie Zhong Xin)
i already got my hands on jolin's album.. mwahahahaha.. but its a bit buggy leh.. i tink the decoding settings r a bit screwed up however, the song Agent J, works perfectly fine so juz ask if u want the song.. =D
wyd inscribed diz at 3:15 PM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i seriously have too much time at home look at wad i just did.. now my audio player randomly plays 1 of the 5 tracks i've uploaded hint: keep pressing the "ON" and "OFF" button to randomly change the song i'll work on the button for switching to the nxt track nxt time =)
a little trivia abt 3 of the songs: i brought back "alright" due to popular demand "selfless" was the longest running bg music for my blog to date: 2005-2007. "cherry blossom" was the initial song for this blog template.. that explains the name i gave this template.. (refer to the white text at the bottom of the pg)
anyway, cousin came over today finally dere's someone to talk abt jap stuff with usually when i have a new jap song, onli a handful will be interested and most of the time, it simply remains in my hdd not being able to replicate and find a new owner *aww..* so its kinda nice to have someone to trade jap media with once in a while =) gosh.. im such a jap freak
my blooder posed an interesting question the other day *datz rare..* have u ever thought... "wad if the jap didnt lose world war 2?" o.O den i was tinking.. dat WOULD be very interesting sg still in jap rule all the street signs will be in jap.. everything taught in sch will be in jap.. jap tv, jap radio, jap movies.. *omg, am i in heaven?* >.<"
argh.. i finally caught up wif the current screening of d.gray-man now i have something less to watch to waste my hols away.. sianz.. oh well, i still got quite a number of shows to watch all thx to the many ppl who gave their recommendations (erm.. dun ask me if datz considered compliment.. i have no idea either..) -.-"
received an email frm the caltex go kart challenge earlier just now stating the details for the briefing and the actual event only to find that the briefing clashes wif diz saturday's exco training session *omfg wtf!?* the briefing looks kinda sian tho.. i tink they onli planning to give a safety talk n give more indepth info on the actual event n the worst part is.. its held in JURONG o.O oh well, i'll give them a call tmr n decide frm dere i relli wanna go for the exco training!! (dun worry, its nt coz i love the club or smth.. im a scheming bastard, so if u wanna speculate, u shld tink of a reason why such a person wld wanna go for the training dat badly =X)
and guess wad? badminton again tmr!!! woohoo! i tink it'll be the last badminton session for the hols unless smth goes wrong wif my head.. dun get it? well then, imagine.. playing badminton and nt being able to quench ur thirst after the playing the sport.. yeah.. dat wld really mean that i've lost my sanity =/
lastly, thx to imman who smsed me "Happy breaking ur arm anniversary" today's my 3rd broken arm anniversary! =D cool date to break an arm eh? XD no joke.. im dead serious.. the same goes with my cool birthdate..
wyd inscribed diz at 11:32 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
played badminton again ytd we (me, syafiq, hafiz, hazwan) played at a public badminton court in the neighbourhood it was an open space, so its bound to wind and bright sunlight attacks o.O so i managed to burn off some fats for staying at hm during these hols gosh.. at this rate when am i gonna get fat? and the fasting mth starts diz coming thurs.. >.<"
anyway, on to the highlight of the day aya kamiki turns 22 today! XD datz the reason for the change of music (btw, the chorus for the song is actually my current ringtone) in case anyone still dun realize that i did mention her b4, scroll down to the post with a screenshot of my desktop yup, datz her. =D
Meet the bonafide j-rocker. With her major debut album launched just last year, she's still considered as a raw talent, with great potential. Unlike most artists, she actually writes her own songs. Don't let her cute looks fool you as she can really rock. She learnt to play the piano at 4, and subsequently, the guitar due to her interest in punk rock. Her fashion sense is the main reason why she is occasionally featured in KERA, which is a Japanese punk fashion and beauty magazine. Her second album will be out on 10/10/2007. Here's an interesting fact - in one of her interviews, she stated that she has to eat spicy food or else she'll be in a bad mood. Aww.. cute.. lol
here's the music video of her breakthrough song, Pierrot ("clown" in french) which brought her into the limelight of the jap music industry
Artist: Kamiki Aya Romaji title: Nemutte ita Kimochi, Nemutte ita Kokoro Translation: A Feeling That Had Lain Dormant, A Heart That Had Lain Dormant Music video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XTlmiCed4Cw translations courtesy of kiwi-musume
There’s no definite answer in sight When I track one down, it just runs away again The same thing’s going to keep happening forever
I get hurt, and once again I fall to pieces And I end up moaning again When tomorrow comes I’ll put on a mask And go on living as if nothing happened
I prayed to the stars in the night sky To shorten this distance But I regret pretending to be strong What I say is the opposite of what I mean
A feeling that had lain dormant A heart that had lain dormant Your power An attraction that had lain dormant A me that had lain dormant Is pulling me in
I quietly gaze at you In a life I’ll never have again
I want you to stir up everything inside me a little more
Eyes that had lain dormant A love that had lain dorman Awaken them Memories that had lain dormant Dreams that had lain dormant With your power
Make me melt gently With an expression I’ll never see again
I want to go to sleep buried in you
The speed that time passes worries me My loneliness is a bottomless maze I rush through life and lose something else and that’s when I realise
I fake a smile to escape from the loneliness When we kiss you grow further away Sometimes my face hurts someone
I keep wanting to make sure Before the stars go away I close my eyes and remember The love and the pain and your eyes
Eyes that had lain dormant A love that had lain dorman Awaken them Memories that had lain dormant Dreams that had lain dormant With your power
Break me quietly With an excitement I’ll never feel again
I want you to stir up everything inside me a little more
A feeling that had lain dormant A heart that had lain dormant Your power An attraction that had lain dormant A me that had lain dormant Is pulling me in
In a life I’ll never have again I quietly gaze at you
I want you to stir up everything inside me a little more
A scream that had lain dormant A hope that had lain dormant Awaken it A power that had lain dormant A courage that had lain dormant With your power
Shine on me gently With a light I’ll never see again
I want to go to sleep buried in you
wyd inscribed diz at 9:30 AM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
almost one wk w/o updates anyone missed me? =X anyway, here's a quick update:
-tuesday- slacked at home.. dont bother asking wad i did i dun rmb so it shldnt be anything useful lolz
-wednesday- out for badminton! bullied immanuel too~ made him run so much! XD omg, dun whack me pls *prays that immanuel doesnt have any secret admirers* =X
-thursday- nothing useful again.. i think i spent the whole day re-playing FF7.. =/ coz i forgot to transfer the data frm my old com before reformating it, which was after i bought this new com.. zzz
-friday- went to play pool after prayers to kill time.. b4 heading to sch at 4+ to collect the keys for E314 and projector for the exco training on the nxt day.. and the projector wasnt booked.. zz relli have to thank sf n imman for helping me fill in the void b4 collecting those stuff love ya guys~ *muacks!* =X
-saturday- wait, datz today! =D exco training session #1 got to know a few newbies better they're quite a nice bunch, juz that maybe they're nt prepared to be excos just yet.. they may need a little bit more training and exposure looks like there is hope in the future of scl club.. and oh yeah, i got a bit bored during the training so.. when we were asked to write abt urself n the future of scl club i wrote quite a long essay. lolx!
fear my crapping power when im bored.. mwahahaha..
wyd inscribed diz at 3:41 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
im starting to become a lazy bum.. geez.. lets see.. i didnt go to comex ytd coz there wasnt anything that i wanted to buy and i've been getting negative comments abt the event (crowded, nt the best prices, etc.) and i didnt play badminton today coz the nyp's badminton courts were fully reserved for nyp events till wednesday looks like we'll have to postpone.. =/
oh well, i did play badminton ytd morning nth much happened ba.. just that leonard crashed in uninvited thx to me (or mebbe more of coz of my blog which publicised abt it) and i was aiming for ppl's faces to score pts.. instead of scoring pts the orthodox way =X
i've been wasting my holidays away by watching shows on video streaming sites.. i was at ep 17 of d.gray-man when alvin intro me to devil may cry anime.. and this morning i started to watch a jap drama which was adapted frm a manga series.. introducing.. *drum-roll*
its abt a group of 15 yr olds being trapped in a virtual simulation of the shibuya district those that are sinned will be hunted down by someone called "peace" and shortly revived again with their memories wiped out and personalities changed so the show revolves around the protagonist who tries to escape from the city after having his memories wiped clean, and thus learning about the grand design and purpose of the shibuya district
heres an interesting fact abt the show: the protagonist, "Tsuyoshi", is supposed to be a guy in the show but its a girl, "Yuki Saya", that is portraying the character (kinda reminds me of coffee prince) *yamon, pls dun get excited. lol*
i spent the whole of today watching all 12 episodes of it the show is quite nice.. smth refreshing frm all the predictable dramas i watched it coz got zhabor fighting in the show =X yeap, its more of an action flick drama n the main reason i was intrigued to watch the show was coz of a heck lot of the actors also acted in the kamen rider series XD
so if u have nth better to do for the day, watch it ba.. its really an interesting show ur perception of each of the characters in the show keeps changing as the story unravels (friends turn to foe, unlikely allies becomes ur best friends) and its full of twists, esp towards the end as the plot reaches its climax
gosh, one long post dedicated to the drama.. anyway, for those of u interested to play badminton in sch, its most likely to be on wednesday ba if at least 4 ppl agrees to it that is. till then, ja ne~! =D
wyd inscribed diz at 9:10 PM
Saturday, September 01, 2007
it's just the first few days of the holidays and my schedule for the first few days is already PACKED wootz~!
went for sadha's bbq ytd evening at ecp it was ok ba.. as expected, sadha sure have a huge circle of friends so there were lots of unknown ppl dere =/ n he had a hard time entertaining everyone dun worry sadha, we can understand =)
nth much happened there actually only that a lot of ppl got half drunk all thx to sf.. -.-" he kept going around testing all the diff kind of alcohol den letting others try them also the most farniest part was when wilson took a sip den he looked down.. n he almost fell forward before his foot got hold of himself again in the nick of time sf's face was red all the way la crazy ass.. drink so much already then still went to 7-11 to purchase another bottle den still can pour some more to refill bottle before we left
n it was a gd thing i nv eat the cake coz dere was coffee in the cake (my mum prohibited me frm drinking coffee ever since i was young to prevent addiction) and there was a slight tinge of alcohol *OMFG!* baskets.. trying to scam me.. =/
now on to today met up wif nadiah @ amk to pass her the clubrm key i guess she needs to prepare for the exco training sessions so ppl, take note.. the club rm key is no longer with me k? thx~ =D
and i was off to somerset mrt to register for the go kart thingy at scape youth park along wif syafiq, hafiz, sf and imman the only details i know is dat its going to be frm 7-9 oct @ ecp bumped onto sf at amk station while waiting for the train n he still had slight symptoms of a drunkard lol
went to the foodcourt @ cine to eat while waiting for hafiz n syafiq who were late yes! i was early~!! =D i already had my breakfast so only sf n imman were eating n guess who sf saw? sharon walking wif another guy *hohoho.. new scandal* i didnt have a clear view coz i wasnt wearing my specs =/
went outside cine to wait for the other two super late buggers n when they finally arrive, they brought someone else along wif them.. zuli. *GG*
nxt destination.. scape youth park it was quite a long queue but only imman was queueing coz we had to register the team online before we could submit our names at the counter *thx to the baka syafiq who nv do that at hm* =X so sorry immanuel! =(
we had trouble deciding on the name for the team syafiq suggested NYPD the other day but it sounds kinda corny so after a few mins of thinking, we finally settled on "PROJECT K" (named after PROJECT D, which is the name of the team for the protagonists in the Initial D anime) just dont ask wad the "K" stands for u dont wanna know.. XD
there was this funny incident while we were exiting the building the entrance was a sliding door with a sensor, as usual the door was closing n syafiq exited first then sf followed.. but he got caught by the door *ouch* stupid sensor rite? den when we were just outside.. imman to sf: "the door got heat sensor.. but u were too cold liao" wtf? o.O
went back to cine to eat at BK along the way, syafiq called zuli coz she went off elsewhere their conver was quite farnie "jumpa kat sana" (meet at there) "sana tu mana?" (there is where) "jumpa kat cine(sini)" (meet at cine) *but the way it's pronounced is same as "sini" which means here* "hah? sana ke sini!?" (huh? there or here!?) lolz!
oh yeah, at BK, datz when immanuel learnt abt the insanity of zuli via a first hand experience (thx to me.. it was a 6 chair table, den syafiq n hafiz purposely gang up to sit wif sf on one row, n immanuel was sitting at the end of the adjacent row.. leaving me to sit wif zuli.. but instead of sitting beside immanuel, i left that seat empty n went over one seat after dat.. leaving the center seat for her) me to immanuel: "lets share the burden" XD and i think he really got traumatized by her im so bad.. =X
nxt stop.. zone x at dhoby ghaut when u put 2 car freaks together, (syafiq n sf) it's only advisable that u prepare urself for a car game marathon when u go to the arcade yeah, they were hopping frm one car game to the nxt syafiq went to bully one small kid in initial d after that la use a evo at irohazaka.. course car leh.. of coz win la but after dat another guy took over and syafiq lost even after he switched to the bugged car which he bought frm my blooder but it was damn farnie when that other guy saw the pts in the bugged car screen: "pts: 9999999999" the other guy: O.O hahax.. buggers unite~!! XD
headed back hm after that im trying to make my hols as fulfilling as possible n dat can be done by making it packed with outings~ badminton @ hougang sports hall at 7am tmr! wootz~!! =D
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Burning the two photographs of us
One, two, erasing the memory collected
I will go, knowing it too well
The difficult hesitation to stand up
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
Neither a tear comes down
Crying, not being able to be me
Our separation is but a dream, I will know it's hanging there
Why is it so hard to wake up
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
My heart filled with gashes, the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erasing from my heart, forget all the memories
The pouring rain I cannot see before one
Put it all to the side, wishing, hoping to not walk there
Difficultly standing, trembling horribly like on the edge of a cliff
Folding my small two hands to pray
Again and again