I'm blogging using my phone!
Haha!
I'm at hg polyclinic now to grab my free medicine.. Yet again..
The queue is freaking long can?
It's now number 2190 and i'm supposed to wait for 2271?
I think it'll take like one hour till it's my turn..
Looks like i have lots of time to blog i guess..
*Although the healthcare industry has a knack for having cute healthcare professionals based on my personal experience.. Don't tell me to look around for chiobu.. I'm telling you there is NONE to be found here.* =/
One week that i can spend with my nokia phone..
It feels so nice to handle this phone instead of my ns sony ericsson phone, coz i still never bothered to explore that phone.
It's freaking one block! I hate candy bar phones!
I don't even know if that phone has wifi!
Okay, but that's not the main issue
Coz i've been wanting to get nokia x3 ever since it first came out
But the prob is, it's like singtel is unwilling to take up the phone after so long..
So it's impossible to buy it off the shelves in any singtel hello shop..
Urgh.. So wad should i do?
It's like the perfect phone for me.
Music phone, slide, comes in white.. =(
On another note..
I've been catching on with code blue season 2.
I love that show.. And my bro don't get how i don't squirm whenever they take a scapel to cut open the patient.
This proves one thing: i'm really a sadist.
Lolz
The previous ep i watched was about how this nurse's boyf died after 2 yrs of having ALS.. Which means his muscles will degrade until he becomes a veggie and end up unable to breathe on his own.. That's how he died.
Kinda sad, seeing how the nurse really loved him till the very end.
Unconditional love.
That's wad it's called.
But too bad..
Coz reality check:
This kind of things don't really exist in the world we live in.
Relationships tend to get complicated.
"ai? shinjinai."
Literarily: "love? i don't believe in it."
So if you want to sell the story about how there are fairy tale endings in love,
Get someone else to buy it.
Coz i don't. =)
Sure, it'll be nice to have someone to be there for you no matter wad.
But this was wad i came to realise..
Love will make you go all the way to your limits..
Enable you to tap into wad you are really capable of..
Like the catch phrase in the jap drama buzzer beat: "love makes you strong."
But that's the fatal flaw in that conceived idea.
The fact is, love makes you weak.
It makes you more dependent on your soulmate.
"i can't live without you."
Sounds familiar?
So lets bring back wad i've said earlier..
Love enables you to reach your max limits eh?
Time for your wake up call.
Since when did we have any limits in the first place?
It's the restraints of the relationship that created the barriers.. Or limits in this case.
Stay unattached and you will eventually realise that you feel free, thus you can soar further.
Now that's wad i call full potential.
For those who have relationship problems and are reading this..
Think about it.
Sometimes being unattached may be the best thing that can happen to you.
A break from all the relationship problems.
Feel lonely? Fret not. When you are single, there is no one to stop you from having a large social circle of people of the opp sex.
Just say no to commitments.
Now that's living your life, the wyd way. =)
"ai? shinjinai."
wyd inscribed diz at 11:01 AM
it's been god knows how long since i last blogged..
7wks to be precise i think..
so that means its already the end of my bmtc days
bye-bye pulau tekong..
i'll miss you.. *sobx*
i know a lot of ppl refrain frm posting anything on their ns life
coz of the 'instruction' given to us
but if u inspect the laws closely,
it only stated one shld not post any sort of complaints or any form of defamation regarding sg's national service on any form of public media.
well, im only gonna post glimses of gd memories i had..
so, this shld be fine. =D
memorable moments in tekong..
rapidly firing the sar21 until the smell of gunpowder lingers in ur nose even hrs after that..
watching the cool "star wars style" pyrotechnic effect when firing the tracer round at night..
eating field ration in the middle of the jungle with ur face full of camo cream..
all the inside jokes during the tactical movement exercises..
and my fav.. hand grenade throwing.
i shouted: "grenade!"
*ducks down as grenade goes flying*
*a few secs later.. u hear the loud explosion accompanied by the shockwave that trembles the ground u are squatting on*
and i laughed out loud every time i felt that very sensation when the grenade explodes
*gosh im sadist.*
truly a once in a lifetime experience..
but now all that is over..
so now im having my 1wk block leave
and i still havent recovered frm the tekong cough
unit posting will only be out this coming sunday..
i'll be bored till then. =(
wyd inscribed diz at 4:33 PM